I wish more than anything in this world to have had the opportunity to spend more time with you - my time, all of our time with you was much too short.
Short but so sweet indeed, each moment like a bell ringing clearly for eternity through time and space. Each moment a direct reflection of your awakened mind, your open heart, and also your wild and Vajra-like nature that cracked open the space like a volcanic eruption. Your smashing of my concepts and feelings is somehow what I miss the most about you - for it is through this that I can say with full confidence that I have grown stronger yet softer than I ever thought possible. Through the times we spent together; short, intense, powerful, even painfully exposing as they were, you imparted in me such a sense of grace and worth that I now know that nothing is unattainable - nothing is impossible.
Your greatest gift to me is and always will be the unveiling of my true heart to the world. Something that was hidden away before, now has the great fortune to blossom and burst outwards as this life unfurls steadily before me. I know that there is nothing to be sad about, nothing to miss - for you will always be with me in this life, in this true heart of mine - stronger and more powerful than ever.
